I have a playlist full of songs that remind me of all the wise words you ever told me, and every now and then, when I miss you, and I, with all of not my heart, but my entire circulatory system, wish that we could have a bit of a laughter, I listen to it.It has not been a while since we last spoke or saw each other, however a horrible amount of time has passed since the last time I asked you how you were doing knowing that you were willing to answer me with the truth -knowing that you were willing to give an answer other that "Fine". A horrible amount of time has passed since the last time I watched you live, waiting for the moment, waiting for all of my emotions to be properly controlled, waiting for the courage to come so that I could hug you for a moment and not cry that much.

Some days I look at the morning trying to work out how I got here
'Cause the distance between us is the glamour's cost

You couldn't stay sad forever, and I couldn't stay forever the possitive one. But I try.

When I look around, I know that you will be more or less ok, and that's fine.